..So ,I gave a free rein to my creativity last night after a stretched sulkiness of about one complete week.And i also have to attribute this change of mood to a loong discussion i had with a frnd and it cheered me up again and yeah , here goes what i have to write for today ...
"Em-Bee-Yea" ,a dream-cum-ambition-cum-desire ryt from times immemorial( okies , at least frm my college times ) , continued to take back seat over years now for reasons made by me (offo - Yeah !!).Or rather i say the quest went to peaks during my early days of Oracle however in no time the curve dropped to a level nearing the zero-line.I could have stretched to make the ends meet but just did'nt happen.
So what made me back to the path-Happy this time is this Em-Bea-Yea frnd and a looong chat with her.We spoke in length about skools and their gen env.The fin stuff tht sucks and the fun stuff tht entices , the opportunities ahead in the consulting world and the unending fun we have during classes.Those wonderful profs we meet and that wonderful frnds we make.Those hectic schedules we curse and those sleepless nights we experience.Those party nights we look forward to and those fun events we get drenched in.Totally total , it looked soo-oo-oo saccharine to me that i already felt i was stepping into some skool.Already half-way to the YAPPY-NESS .
Though a half-way to it in thoughts ! :)
It so happens seldom tht those lily sprucy merry feelings creepin with out any possibly outstanding reason n i end up thinking for hours (!!)as to whr did it all start.Well,initial deluge of thoughts meltout in no time as i start relating them logically to the merry state of mind .More so often ,i go err and draw possible conclusions for a sudden joy of this form n yeah , as i am doing today , yeah - m in in all it now !.
It surr-prrr-rises me tht it has nothing to do wid the first lemon luise bhutta (yum -yum)of the seasons i had yday, neither its coz of the loong chitchatting wid an age-old frnd njoying the pitter-patter of the monsoon showers and nor did it erupt out on the sudden onset of solitude for both mom and dad left to grandpa's place attending some unscheduled events and i was all alone in home just bragging on to some wildest stuff possible.(true! sumtimes i njoy solitude too !)More brain work attempting to relate to some interesting meet over the last weekend or some painting i very much wanted to finish doesnt seemed to add any missing clarity !
Then n then , in the end it dawned on me that i m prolly being moron in trying to dig out for so called "reasons" !! When its ON ..muse along with it and savor ! Nevr know some bug tomm might steal it all !So i am all merrymaking for now njoying some lovely shreya ghoshal's numbers.. ! Laaala lala. aalaa...
